The photo on the top is of myself at my heaviest weight of 260 lbs on the train last year for Halloween and the photo on the bottom is of myself in the 180's this past weekend on the train also. It is clearly obvious how much weight I have lost and I am still continuing on my weight loss journey although I have had many moments of ups and downs. Through it all I can not take away the progress that I have made because I have worked hard through my many episodes of being on track and falling off track. I vow to never let myself get back to my heaviest weight ever again. Although I am struggling to get to my ultimate goal I will continue to work hard to get there no matter what. Loosing my first 60 lbs was extremely easy for me because I was really focused. Once I got to my first ultimate goal of 200 lbs I found myself getting comfortable and not being as focused. Although yes I am in the 180's I know if I had the same determination I would have reached my next ultimate goal of 160 lbs by now. I am not perfect and neither is my journey and as long as I continue to try that is all that matters. I will not give up on something that I really want and so shouldn't you. Although I do not give myself enough credit I know I tend to focus on where I could be by now but honestly I can not help but think how it just frustrates me at times because I know I have let my recent circumstances sabotage my progress and it is something I am openly candid about because it is real and I am sure many of you are going through the samething and you are not alone. The fact of the matter is I have made a huge change and it was not easy but it was well worth every effort that I have made and will continue to make . I am back on track and approaching my next mini goal of 180 lbs and I plan to continue to work hard so that I can be 160 lbs by atleast May of 2012.
Love you all and stay inspired to reach your goals because it ultimately reflects how bad you really want it.